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Barbara House Bootleg (6​/​19​/​21)

by Aurelian Blue

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camilleyan Chill vibe after chill vibe. I love how you can feel the positive energy of the crowd in these recordings. Real beautiful experience getting to listen to this. I find the bass especially banging.
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1.
Look at you, so reckless with your charm I do the best with what I've yet to lose I can't say that I'm free And if you cave, I can't promise I will behave, I'm sturdy til your voice breaks with possibility No matter how you leave I can't say no Okay, ready, set, go We'll go on, until the game runs out of cards and soon enough we can't hit pause on moves we shouldn't make And in your place, I'll try to paste a different face on mannequins who test their fate pretending to be you No matter how you leave I can't say no Okay ready, set, go Your roommates went to bed too long ago It's much too late to walk these streets alone The couch is fine, I guess, but we both know We're way too close You're way too close
2.
I'm in the same house, but it's not the same and I don't wanna be here anymore Stuck in place, saving face I smoked the ghosts out, at least I tried to burn it all to ashes in the yard in hopes that I could be alive I miss the old days, before the scars Trauma-bonded babies running 'round loving fast, loving hard I'd love to tell you, it's for the best, but I am not a liar anymore I'm just a mess, a tired mess
3.
Boy stuck in his first gear, keeping everybody in the dark He could never be lonely, tricks so deep in both sleeves, you can't see the cards We can do what we want to as long as he's the one behind the wheel Pills dissolving on pink tongues I'm riding in shotgun and loaded as hell I could watch you forever I don't know how to stop waiting for you to get better even as you drop dead Soon we're crashing and burning the tables are turning and there's nowhere to hide But even when the truth is coming out they're giving him the benefit of doubt They say it's sounding like another fairy tale, all crying, "How could he be a villain?" Well, now he's making a killing pretending to fail I could watch you forever I don't know how to stop waiting for you to get better even as you drop dead
4.
Talking so sweet when you see me in the corner but who will you be in the morning when it's over? Hiding behind pretty lies, as if I haven't heard it all Before we go home, you should know the one I'm really looking for is Gone, far away, chasing some kind of god to tell him something that he doesn't know how to live without longing for more And I guess, neither do I
5.
(all credit goes to Mitski) I don't know what to do without you I don't know where to put my hands I've been trying to lay my head down but I'm writing this at 3 am I don't need the world to see that I've been the best I can be, but I don't think I can stand to be where you don't see me On sunny days I go out walking I end up on a treelined street I look up at the gaps of sunlight I miss you more than anything I don't need the world to see that I've been the best I can be, but I don't think I can stand to be where you don't see me And autumn comes when you're not yet done with the summer passing by, but I don't think I can stand to be where you don't see me
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A handheld Zoom H5 recording of our first live set from June 19, 2021. For optimal audio quality, we recommend headphones and positive thoughts.

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released September 22, 2021

Nina Myers - vocals, guitar
John Mangiola - guitar
Jerry Burke-Perez - bass
Joey Natiello - drums

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john mangiola
jerry burke-perez
joey natiello

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